What are the odds?

Had a million auditions this week. Made it down to the last possible cut every time and still no go. I love my line of work especially when all of the hard work pays off... but sometimes it feels like you are on a wheel just running in place not getting anywhere. It's times like that where I think to myself what the hell am I doing wrong? There has to be something I can do to improve my facility and now after all is said and done my body hurts and I think I'm getting a cold. Oh boy oh boy I love the winter lol. Plus I was supposed to take a little vacation with some loved ones and that was cancelled too. Ultimately, everything is on track and I am still living breathing and waking up every morning. So on the large scale is it that bad? Couldn't it always be worse? Dam right it could. Just glad I'm not toothless on the street shaking a cup out in front of you!!